I haven't had a chance to really sit down and blog lately. Usually, it s a quick update via my phone. This morning though I have a moment and wanted to sit down and blog finish this.
My favorite recipe is …I don't really have a favorite. I love to cook and truth be told rarely follow a recipe. (Except when baking.) I love twisting the recipe or making adjustment. Mostly they are just a guide line for me.
I believe in …God, magic, fate, love, inner strength and so much more. The world is so vast and our lives seem to be just a speck among all of it. I believe that fairies, unicorns, and all that exist. I believe that God is real and true. I believe that love and inner strength can conquer everything. I believe that we have a destiny or fate but the choices we make define how that fate happens. I believe that there is always beauty to be found even in the ugliest of places or people. I believe.
I need to set boundaries …when saying "yes." I struggle with saying no. I actually have a pretty stressful physical reaction when I tell people no or when I am upset with them and don't say anything. I hate making people I love mad at me, even when I am in the right. Or they hurt me. I am slowly learning that saying no and being truly honest with how I feel is one of the best thing I can do for me.
I began living when …I became a mom. I was always a little crazy and did not so smart things when I was younger. I went to parties, I had unsavory relationships, and I did things I knew were reckless. But the moment I heard our oldest daughter's heart beat, felt her kick for the first time and held her in my arms, those are the moments I really began to live. To allow someone in, to really feel my heart fill up with overwhelming love. To want to do things right and be there. My girls saved me in more ways than one.